"You need a girlfriend, and cannot she be me?
What have I not done to deserve your attention?
am I not worthy of notice…
It triggers the wander,
yet inspires the tears.
That you could never, worse yet would never,
love me, has been one of my biggest fears.
Fascinating.
How can you find interest in someone I despise?
and how can interest in both of us be expressed by the same eyes?
It’s not the end.
I talk like I give up; I speak like it’s over.
Not at all.
I believe in fairy tales and happy endings.
If it’s not happy, it’s not the end.
If I have to break a thousand times, let it be.
I’ll still believe there’s possibly a future for you and me.
Foolishness, they say.
To wait, when there are others who would wait on you.
But then, are not they foolish, too?
To wait, when I’m unmistakingly taken?
It’s not the end."

Cassia Preston, “It’s Not the End”

my inspiration

"If rain could tell a story
then bring on the thunderstorms.
I can sing songs for you,
bring me your attention.
The drops will fall,
and I will give you my all.
I intend it.
No less.
Never will you come second,
Be second-best.
Rain brings me happiness;
but so do you.
Splash me, keep me soaked in you,
as if it rained."

Cassia Preston, “It Will Rain”

"En el tiempo que tuve para saber te,
Empecé a amar te,
Eres maravilloso.
No quiero a salir te nunca.
Pero me saldrá pronto, tan rapida.
Esta es mi cara.
Esta es mi corazón.
No rompiste lo, Pero tú lo fijaste mejor.
Guárdelo. Creo que lo amarás mejor.
Ojála que veré te otra vez
y no será el tiempo último."

Cassia Preston, “Tú Significas Tan Mucho”

"I never saw our end coming,
I was so in tuned to you.
For you to be gone now, is unbelievable,
a fact I can never believe to be true.
I payed close attention to everything you said,
even the words unspoken.
I’m usually the heartbreaker,
so how did I get broken?"

Cassia Preston, “True but Unreal”
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pregnant-with-ideas:

If I Die Young - The Band Perry

“There’s a boy here in town, says he’ll love me forever. Who would have thought forever could be severed by the sharp knife of a short life.”


I don’t want to die giving birth. I want to live a long happy life with Paolo and our child and do a lot of fun things with them. I want to see the kind of clothing the future has to offer and play the console games yet to be discovered. I want to taste all kinds of food however unimaginable and finally be able to say with conviction that I am living my dream. Dying is friggin’ miserable when you’re happy and too excited about the future. It just suddenly hit me after hearing the song.

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icantseemtofallasleepthesedays:

People Help The People || Birdy

"

I can’t tell you I love you,
because it could drive you away.
And I’d regret that decision,
and miss the smile on your face.

I can’t tell you I love you,
because I’m too scared,
that maybe you don’t feel it back.
What if this is a one-way relationship,
and I’d long ago fallen off track?

I can’t tell you I love you,
because I’d agreed it was just sex.
It’s not what I want now,
but what if it’s what’s best?

I can’t tell you I love you,
because I so incredibly doubt,
that you would love me back,
even though you’re one I can’t live without.

I can’t tell you I love you,
because I’m too afraid,
that you can’t tell me you love me,
though I’ve been wishing it everyday.

"

“Can’t Tell You I Love You”, Cassia Preston
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geoomaylandxx:

I find shelter in this way
Under cover, hide away
Can you hear when I say
I have never felt this way   

<3 

"They say memories fade,
but still you remain.
I can’t ever forget your face,
same as I can’t forget your name.
Life goes on, and people deceive.
But getting to know you has been a blessing,
and talking to you brings relief.
When a girl gets hurt by a guy, she thinks no one will be different.
But you’ve changed that rationale for me, within an instant.
You’re the one I want to talk to at 2 in the morning,
you’re the one I want to give all this love I’ve been storing.
I hate when you’re away, and completely out of reach;
it’s those moments I miss you most, and I feel I’ll break down and scream.
I wonder if you think of me, because it’s the thought that counts.
I do, of you, every moment; I don’t know how to go without.
I love the things you tell me, every word that you’ve said.
But it’s getting harder to tell if this is real, or something I’ve conjured in my head.
If it’s the thought that counts, wouldn’t one thought be enough?
Surely, but my heart is temporarily insatiable, I want all your love.
When you go, remember there’s one that will always care,
and whenever you get lonely, remember me, and in your thoughts, I’ll be there."

“The Thought that Counts”, Cassia Preston

"When you Look me in the eyes,
you see that
I am Gracefully Wild.
Spirit of both worlds.
I have more than one side.
Oxymoronic.
Voiceless.
I speak fluently with written words.
Clothe Me.
en les essentials, je les aime.
Spontaneously Risque.
I take chances, I bet on the odds.
Resonantly,
I love to bask in love and to surround myself with beauty;
they resonate with me.
Querida Niña.
Estoy aquí para ti siempre.
Nakedly Vague.
What you see is much less than what you get.
Easily Broken.
I am as fragile as a child.
Spirit of both worlds.
I am Gracefully Wild."

Cassia Preston, “Gracefully Wild”

Felt like making a poem out of all my blogs.

Voiceless
When You Look Me in the Eyes
Clothe Me
Spontaneously Risque
Resonating
Querida Niña
Nakedly Vague